lovey dovey

oh it all started, on the 11th of Sep, for I had been planning, since 7 days now, a surprise, for oh a lady so beautiful, who seems to blabber words so many, yet talks just a few to me.

i saw her from a distance, only to oh feel, that oh she was the one for me, and oh how beautiful was the feeling of it all? her blooming eyes, caught my withering gaze, which seems to have brightened, with the sight of her, only to plant words so many, that now i’ll water, all around her!

i walked up to her, only to lose myself in her deep hazel eyes, a lil nervous, only to ask her, if i could recite her some poetry, with words, that oh i felt, as and when she smiled and oh it felt beautiful! i asked her, if i could hold her hand in mine, only to reach for it, and oh i felt it all. and oh how beautiful was it all, for now, i locked her gaze w that of mine, only to close my eyes and recited –

oh love, how beautiful does it all feel?
for oh, as i feel your hand in mine,
the thought of you, is taking all over me
for oh the way, your eyes steal a smile
makes me fall in love, with the way
you just are, for oh my love,
tonight my hand is in yours
but tomorrow, your heart would be in mine
while mine in yours, only to beat as one!

‘close your eyes, my love’

oh listen to my voice, 
for that’s the path, that’d lead you to light
oh come closer, my love
feel it, as i pull you close oh so gently
stand in front, feel my hands caressing your hair
only to remove strands so few
covering your hearing, only to whisper to you
words so few, only to feel you smile
with my eyes still closed,
for when you smile, my love
i could just feel it, for the curves might be on you
but oh i was the sky!

i felt her against me and oh we were facing the same way, for as i now, opened my eyes and so did she, i moved a lil backward, with her hand still in mine, and stood there for a while, only to hear her say, that she liked it. she must be shy and reserved.

i asked her for her number, only to then find her, walking away, while i kept looking at her, until i couldn’t anymore!

we texted for a day, only to ask her, if we can call tomorrow.
i waited for her voice, as I asked for her address, only to found myself, sitting on the couch, wondering if she had read the letter, and worried if she’d come at my place, for dinner!

i remember, going home the day, i met that lady, only to scribble a few lines. and again. and again. and again. and again. oh i spent the night, writing her poetry, which colored her portrait in my mind, and oh it still wasn’t enough, for oh she felt beautiful!
i remember how,  as i heard her voice, and oh the way she giggled, her innocence, and oh her thoughts, that mesmerized me, and oh were carved on every brick, on the walls of a castle, that i had imagined, building with just her, only to write a letter, to her.

the letter read as follows.



dear, my love

hello!

i know, it’s just been a handful moment, since we have met, but oh my love, there’s something about you, which has promised me, to feel a future, that i see w you, for oh my love, you’re beautiful, in ways, i’m yet to discover.
anyway, i know you’re still wondering, as to why did i ask you, your address then, and oh my love, no matter how much, i wanted to tell you, all of it, i just couldn’t, for i knew, the surprise, that i planned was worth the smile, that you now are wearing, as you’re reading this.

so, my love, umm, i would love it, if you were to come at my place, at 8:00 in the evening, for a light dinner, tomorrow where it’d be just you and me. i’ll completely understand, my love, if you were to pass on this.
you’re beautiful, my love. and i loved the kiss, you gave me over the call. i spent the night dreaming about it.

with love
srijan.


it was quarter past 8. i well, somewhere knew, she wouldn’t turn up.
my mind seem to be talking. i guess, she’s busy. maybe she, doesn’t really want to come. or maybe there was an emergency. maybe she didn’t get the letter. i should have delivered it myself.
many thoughts in my mind. it’s a chaos. i plucked the flame, of the candle, i was sitting next to. and decided to do the same w others. i walked towards my dining table, to do the same, only to hear, the doorbell ring! i ran, towards the door, only to open it.
it was my neighbor, who just came to gave me a letter, that belonged to me. i  ripped it open, whilst in the hallway, and oh it was a bill.

i looked above, and oh there she was. oh how beautiful was she looking in a dress so black, with her hair, swinging and oh i fell in love. i didn’t feel, slipping the bill, out of my fingers, but i did feel, holding her hand, only to carry her, in my arms, as we walked in, and oh her eyes were in mine and my were in hers and oh it felt beautiful! i sat on the couch, only to place her on my lap, and oh with the warmth of our hearts, the candle that was unlit, was now the brightest of them all! i kissed her on her cheek and oh whispered as to how beautiful was she looking! i found myself caressing her hair, while she made her comfortable on my lap, only to remove her hair, from her back, to her sides, and noticed, that there a zip, on the back of her dress.

i leaned in, only to whisper, that oh i’ve a surprise for her, in my bedroom. i asked her, if i could take her there, to which she nodded. i carried her in my arms, only to feel as she wrapped herself around me, as we walked through the hall, towards my bedroom. i untangled her to the bed, only to remove her hair, from her back, and asked her, if i could unzip the chain on her back. i heard her say, yes. i then, as i was slowly unzipping it, i started kissing, until i reached the end.

i then reminisced her, only to ask her, to lean against the head of the bed. i shifted towards the right, only to place her both legs on my lap. i reached down my pocket, only to take out a pair of “payal”, that i bought for her, the other day. i took one of the payal’s, and lifted her leg a bit, only to curl up the payal, onto her legs, only to kiss them gently, once.

i heard her, ask me, as to why did you choose payal, as a gift? I closed my eyes, only to say, that oh my love, when i saw you, for the v first time, i felt a beauty, in you, that oh my love, i wanted to let the world know about. so, today i gift you these payal, just so my love, tomorrow when you walk, oh the music, that oh you let out, reaches those who pass you, only to realize, as to how beautiful, you really just the way you’re.

i with my eyes, still closed, heard the sound, of the walk of love, only to then feel her lips on mine.

and with this, i saw my daughter, smiling herself to sleep, for now she knew, as to how her parents had met. i saw her mother smiling, who was laying next to her. only to make me kiss her, as now, this night was over, but not the love i had for her.

srijan.

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letter to my future wife

Hello, my love!

So well, my love, life w me, will be difficult, but i’ll try to make it worth your every second! So, my love, I hope you won’t mind, if whenever we go out, you’d find yourself in my arms, while we walk through the streets of whatever city, we are living in. For oh my love, I wouldn’t want you to walk, when you can always be in my arms, while oh you look into my eyes, and oh all of it would feel so magical, for oh my love, what can be, more beautiful than the feeling of being with you! Oh, i’d feel you wrap onto me, only to fall in love, with all of you, yet again, but still oh my love, it’d feel all so exciting! I hope you won’t mind, if my love, you were to be in my arms, as we’d enter shops, but just so you could, my love, buy whatever it is, that you’d like to. Don’t mind my love, if you see me make a puppy face, whenever i’m asked to put you down. I hope you won’t mind, my love, if i were to give you some company, when you’d go to change your clothes, only to then, help you, my love take off your top! But oh don’t mind my love, if then we’d make out for a while, only to push you against the mirror, and kissed you, all over!

Don’t mind, my love, if whenever we go out for dinner, to places so unknown and restaurants so new, you’d find yourself, sitting in between my legs, only so i could kiss you, and hold you, by your waist! Oh don’t mind my love, if you’d find, people gazing, as i’d feed you, again and again, and oh how beautiful, would the feeling be?

Don’t mind, my love, if at night, you’d find me, sleeping naked, for it’s a habit, that oh I love so much! So well, you might feel something on your body, at night! Just try not to touch it, and just don’t put it in your mouth. Don’t mind, my love, if i’m feeling all cuddly, and just make you lay over me, only to then, lay over you, while I kiss you so many times, my love, that even numbers, would seem to worry, for it’d never enough!

I might also be v naughty at times. And well, maybe color your hair, red or maybe blue, depending on my mood! Don’t mind, if you wake up, w a beard or maybe a moustache, that I drew w a permanent marker 😛

Don’t mind, my love, if i invite, the homeless, from the streets, to join us for a meal! Don’t mind, my love, if I kiss you in public, but just because you were looking oh so beautiful and oh i couldn’t just wait, for us to be alone! Don’t mind, my love, if i were to often, bring you breakfast, at your bed, but just so i could feel the. feeling of feeding you, while still in bed, only to later then, write all about it, and oh make them fall in love, with the way you are! Oh lovely would it be, to feed you, my baby? Oh can you close those dreamy eyes of yours and kiss me already?

Don’t mind, my love, if i were kiss my daughter a bit more, than you, for oh she’s been my dream, since so young!

Oh baby, I hope you won’t mind, my love, if i’d ask you, about your periods, but just so i could take care of you, like no one ever could nor ever will! Oh baby, i hope you won’t mind, if i were to change the pad for you, everytime, it’s needed and oh no baby, i won’t mind, for i’d do it. I hope you won’t mind, my love, if i were to stay at home, but just so I could calm you, while you’re restless because of your cramps, only to find myself holding your hand in mine and sleeping next to you, while i tell you, poetry, only to put you to sleep, for oh my love, how beautiful would it be?

Oh my love, I can also get mad at times, and say things oh so mean, but please excuse me, then, for i was just mad and just talk to me about it! I’ll love it, when you’d be meanie! I’ll love it, when you’d angry! And try not to slap me, if i were to kiss you, when you were mad 😛

Don’t mind, my love, if i ask you, to come w me, at oh so night, but just so we could lay on the ground, and watch the clouds go by, and just gaze at the starry sky, with your hand in mine, and your lips on mine!

I hope you won’t mind, my love, if we were to make love, all around the house, like we never have, even tho, we have been, since forever, but oh it’s just never enough!

There will be days, when i’d be feeling oh so very tired, and just upset! I hope, my love, you’d excuse me, if i couldn’t kiss you to sleep that night, or make love!

Please don’t mind, if i were to be childish at times, only to tell you, I love you, all the time!

Please don’t lie to me, and be always true to me, for i’m tired of lies, from people so different. Please just be honest, and tell me all that you feel!

I’ve longed for love, since oh a time so long, and oh for the same reasons, the only person, I have ever wanted in my life, was a wife and oh nothing else!

There’s so much more to write. Like about, having a bath w her. waking up next to her, and just smiling like a stupid, because she’d be looking oh so pretty! And so much more!

i’ve been feeling, v romantic lately, so i thought, this will be the best time, to write this!

see you!

lips

i love your lips
when they smile,
but the especially most
when they are on mine.

I well, love kissing! It’s a beautiful feeling, as we all know! But sometimes, you meet such beautiful people, that you can actually feel it, without even meeting them! It happens in layers. You can at first, feel them breathing, as they stand next to you! Then you feel, oh the warmth! And oh then, you lean in, and feel her lips on yours! Oh can you, feel how their upper lip, touches yours? Oh how the lips, entwine! Oh such a medley, is oh so beautiful! Gentle at first, yet full of passion! Kissing is yet an art!

treachery

lies may let you live, tomorrow at peace
but it’ll haunt your future forever,
for all those, who you may have lied to
will shed tears, that would become the cause for you to drown!

I’ve made mistakes in the past!  I’ve made efforts for people, who were not worth it! Spoke my heart, to people, who crushed it. Written for people, who didn’t value it. But that’s how, I guess, learnt it all! One day, I’ll find the someone worth of all this, and give her, all of me, and whatever that i’ve planned!

romance in sickness

oh i suddenly woke up, and saw her, all uneasy! oh how she was struggling to sleep! i placed my hand over her forehead, and felt as to how hot it was! i asked her, that why didn’t she wake me up, for it was just midnight, and to which she replied, something that oh melted my heart, and made me kiss her forehead!

oh i tucked her nicely, under the bed, switched of all the fans, for she was feeling cold! i kissed her forehead, yet again, only to look for the thermometer! i finally found it, after looking for 5 mins, and brought it. i checked her forehead, only to gently kiss on her lips!

i got on the bed, and made her, keep her head, on my lap, while i placed the, thermometer below her tongue, while she told me to hurry up! I caressed her hair, and kissed her forehead, a number of times, very gently, so as to not disturb the reading of the thermometer! after two mins, i saw the reading, and oh it was 101! I kissed her forehead, yet again, only to slowly place her head over a pillow! i tucked her, gently yet again, only to kiss her on her cheeks and told her, that oh i’d be right back!

I rushed to the kitchen, to fetch a clean piece of cloth and bowl of cold water! I sat next to her, and oh she smiled, even in so much pain, for she called me towards her and whispered about her headache! i dipped the piece of cloth in the cold water and placed it vertically over her forehead! I held her hand in mine and told her, and that oh it’d be fine! I kissed on her cheeks! i changed it a couple of times, and held her hand yet again, while sitting right next to her! I slowly made her sit up, and made her, lay against my chest, and asked her to open her mouth! I gave her some water and asked her not to gulp it, but she did, and i had to give her a lil more water and then gave her the medicine! I now switched on the fan, but kept the speed a lil low! I became her bed, as I found her laying over me, while i caressed her hair and kissed her, and whispered her to rest, for oh she needed it!

i wrapped her in my arms, only to caress her back, so as to put her to sleep! and finally she slept, and oh it felt, beautiful for i felt her breathe which only made me kiss her! I kissed her, every-time she’d breathe, and oh there was no stopping!

After an hour, she was in deep sleep, and the fever was fading, for i felt, her forehead! She was still, laying over me, sweating a bit! I switched on the air conditioning, and placed her next to me! She made a resisting cute noise, so i went towards her, and placed a kiss on her lips, only to place her leg over mine, and slept with her!

I felt her hands holding me tight, only to make me hold her tighter! Soon, it was morning! It was a lovely night!

We woke up a lil late! I told her, that i’d give her a sponge bath today! I got everything ready! i placed a stool, in the washroom! I took of her shirt, and her bra! She blushed a lil, which only ended up, us making out, while she sat on me and i sat on the stool!

I took her pants off, while she helped me push it down. I took a sponge, dipped it in some warm water, brushed her body with it! I asked her to raise her hands, so i could cover all of it. I covered her armpits, her hands, did her chest, and then her legs! I didn’t use any soap! I then, made her sit, near the sink, and asked her get all of her, in the front, so i could wash it.

i took some water in a mug, and washed her head! I washed head a couple of times, with some hot and cold water mix! Then i took a towel and had her hair dry! I carried her in my arms, to our bedroom, where i placed her, on the bed, only to cuddle with her yet again, for we slept like a baby, only to wake up all good, and oh it felt beautiful, for i had all that i needed!

sunflowery

Will you let my poetry,
be the dream, that you’d watch tonight,
for oh my love, as of now
the only thought, that strolls my mind
is of you, laying in my arms
while we cuddle under the stars!

Will you stop me,
if i’d find myself, spending the night
looking into those dreamy eyes of yours,
where, as and when they smile,
it’d be nothing but a dream come true for me.

Will you mind, if i told you
that oh my love, when they asked
me to paint the sun over the moon,
i simply drew my lips, over yours
and oh my love, how beautiful was the feeling?
for oh my love, tonight we kissed for the first time,
for this is the eclipsed bridge, that’d lead to “us”.

Will you mind, if i were to tell you
that you’re the only ballad, my mind can play tonight
that just makes me wish, that oh my love
tonight, i could sing all of you, for nothing has felt so beautiful
in a way, that you do!

Will you mind, my love,
if  i was to love just you
in a way so ardently, only to find
the world tomorrow, talking just about you
for the sky that once blinded, now mesmerises
for you’re the sunflower in red, that now rests in my heart
only to fall in love w all of you, yet again!

Will you?

snow white

she wore a cap, and i imagined her smile
and oh god bless tonight,
for i can’t seem to put in words
the feeling of her being all adorable
as i talk to her tonight!

never have i felt, the emotions that i now feel
as i look into your eyes tonight, only wishing that oh my love,
that you smile ear to ear, for oh you’re special!
oh my love, ask me to name a wonder, and witness,
how only i find myself, naming just you.
for oh my love,  i name tonight after my dreams, that i see of you, but just w me!
amidst the darkness, oh my love, let me be your light
where i’d write the lost pages, only to name them, after the beautiful you.

you’re the snowy sunset, i once talked about
only to share the warmth, that oh you spread
on a day so special to you and now to me.

oh let not your thoughts, stop you from smiling
just look into my eyes, and tell me where it hurts you the most
but just so i could caress all of it, only to name all of your scars after me
as you’d feel my fingers tracing all around your lips
only to fall in love w you tonight, for oh my love
tonight we kiss!

oh my love, smile tonight like you never have
and oh let me witness you giggle, amidst the lil giggles
that made you smile today, only to make them my favorite
for on your special day, they were the reason behind,
what’s my favorite!

with love
srijan

my pregnant lady

well, i know i’ve written a lot, like on this, but i just feel like ranting about this.

there are times, when life itself surprises me. like i still wonder, as to how I grew to love. i don’t really know what love is, nor have i felt it in a long time. at times, i do feel lonely, and I’d just look at the night sky and wish that I had someone. but then i look at me and what I’ve achieved until now, and it’s nothing much. but in times like this, the only thing or rather thought that helps me smile is when i imagine my future, w a lady, I’d call my wife and a lil girl, who’d be our daughter.

i can’t wait to be a dad, even though i know, that how hard it really is, but well i just think, all the struggles that i might go through, for my daughter and my wife, would be beautiful and just so worth it.

i close my eyes, and see a lady so beautiful, wearing the dress of life, as I found her laying on my lap. can you people see, what i see? can you people feel, what i feel? oh I feel her soft hair, embracing my hands, as I slowly wave through them. oh I feel her on my lap. the impression of her warmth, the feeling of her being so close, is felt by me. I look into her eyes and oh i smile. i look at her smile, and oh i smile, for there’s something about her smile that just makes me want a daughter even more. I confess my heart as i write this now, but how can i ever write as to how wet actually feels like?

it doesn’t take much to get a lady pregnant. but after she is, it’s an entire different story. it’s not a joke. there’s a responsibility on the man, towards his lady and now his child. and it isn’t easy.

a pregnant lady is as precious as a petal. she’d have shades so many, in seasons so different, but in the end, it’d all be exquisite.

i couldn’t care less what people said about me after reading me. i do not care, if they were to judge me, for what I’m, because it took a lot, for me, to love, love in a way, that i do now and i won’t let anyone’s opinion change it.

to love a lady is a joy forever. there’s so much to say, so much to do, so much to write, and this will never be over, for as long as I’m breathing I’d feel and as and when I’d feel, I’d write.

now imagine yourself, w your lady. you’re right next to her on a bed. she’s resting, because it’s just v tiring. she’s wearing nothing and is completely naked because that i guess is the most comfortable. her body smells of marigolds that oh are just mesmerizing. i found myself, pulling her close to me, only so that i could wrap my arms, around her in a way, that oh she’d think that oh that she’s dressed. I’ll make my arms her sleeves, as and when I’d caress her hands. she’d lay, right next to me, while we love each other in a way so silent that oh the world would listen in awe. oh can you feel now, what I feel? can you see now, what I see? oh i feel my arms, on her oh so soft belly and oh how do i not fall in love w it, for oh she’s beautiful, in a way so special, like never before. oh i feel my arms, as i slowly trace my fingers over her belly, in circles, and oh it feels beautiful. i drew butterflies w rose petals, only to kiss it later and oh I fell in love. i saw her sneak a smile and oh i fell in love. oh I saw her, and oh i fell in love.

this was just a small chest of emotions, that one might feel while their lady is pregnant. i feel like kissing someone now, haha. i think I’ll kiss the pillow I sleep w tonight, yet again. also I don’t mind sharing this, so well whenever, I miss my daughter, I tend to play this game called ‘my talking Angela’ it’s like talking tom, but just that it’s like a female. and it feels really nice. you like feed her, brush her teeth,  put her to sleep. and well, i imagine all this and it feels beautiful. a lil embarrassed but nvm. see you.

still v much want a daughter.

whenever i’m upset or like low, for any reason, i think of things, that i really love or like want. one of them is, like watching cute cute videos of lil babies and witnessing them be all cute. now, if you’re like new and stuff, then you should know, that i like really want a daughter! i’ve written lots on it, like more than you can imagine, but is it really enough?

so, while browsing, i came across this like on Youtube, which well was a while ago. in this video, like this vv cute girl, waves at whoever passes by, like on the escalator, and which is just so cute, like omg. like it really is. i mean how can you just not smile? and then people ask me, as to why do you like want a daughter? and i’m like, because of this! just look at these, beautiful lil hearts! i mean, i wish, i was the dad, then just after this, i would have kissed her all over, and just would have kept her in my arms, because this is adorable! i had a friend and i think i did like her, and so, she had a habit of saying “namaste” to her dad. like whenever, she would see him or talk to him. like that’s the first thing she would do. and i found this sweet. so, well later that day, i dreamt her teaching, our lil daughter, the same. like she was teaching her, what she used to do, like whenever my daughter would see me or like talk to me on a phone, she’d first say namaste! after teaching her, my daughter then tried it on me, and well it was vv cute. i can make this like so long, because there are a lot of emotions attached to it. like the way she would teach her, her eyes sparkling, while they would talk to each other. it’s all in my mind. there’s nothing more beautiful, than to witness your wife and daughter, talking or like playing! i dont know, how many of you can like imagine that or the feelings that one might feel, but they feel really beautiful! this well, is a dream for me, and i think it’ll happen, even if it’s not the same girl, because well, not everyone wants to be w me haha! anyway, the video, i was talking about is below!

so this next video, is like so cuteee! like there’s a baby girl, in this video, and she’s like talking to a robot, and just waving at her, in her fluffy beautiful voice! in the end, she ends up hugging her, which just made me melt, and was possibly the most cutest thing ever! this video, is just so full of love and tells us so much about innocence. also, it tells us, how cute would it feel, when you’d be like hugged by your daughter. the feeling would be out of this world! like her lil arms wrapped around you, like it never has, for oh it’d feel beautiful! i think, i’d cry the first time, she ever like would hug me! i think, i’ll also cry the first time, i’d hold her in my hands! because it’s a feeling so beautiful and just unlike any other! there are a billion emotions, that’d flow through me, when she’d hug me.

so, now this next video, is goals! like there’s a lady w a baby, and she’s like asking to hug the baby! and can anything else be cute than this? like i imagined ofc my wife, and doing this, while i’m recording and that’s just so cute and beautiful! it’s like a lovely moment! like it is just so cute! i dont know, how many of you, have like hold a baby, but if you have, as to how soft their skin is! and how cute that belly is! it’s vv cute! this will be a reality for me soon, for which i cant just wait, and oh it’d be lovely. i cant talk enough about this, because this can be a single post! actually all of them can be! well, i just close my eyes and imagine my wife, being all beautiful w our daughter hugging her and just giggling! all of it is really beautiful!

well, it’s a blessing to have a daughter, and i just hope, that i get atleast 3 daughterss! it can be more, ofc! but not more than 5 haha!

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i found this picture, somewhere and this is like my laptop wallpaper! because it’s just so cute! anyway, i can talk a lot on this, but i’ll stop for now because well, i’m a lil sore, after lifting and working out, last night. it pains a lot, but you need to give your today, to bloom tomorrow!

see you!

never met before

her smile scents of roses
that oh i wish be the reason for
only to paint her in my eyes
as i’d find her next to me
like i never have
and oh how beautiful, would it feel?

slowly i take her hand, in mine
as she sits on my lap
only to paint her nails in pink
while she gazes at me trying
and oh it feels, beautiful
but only because of her.

i felt her warmth
as her eyes looked into mine
only to make me caress her hair
and oh it felt beautiful, than anything i’ve felt until now.

she now faced me
while sitting on my lap
for i was the sea, and she was my horizon
only to find myself, holding her by her waist
as i pull her close to me
only to feel as she wraps her arms around me
while i kiss her cheeks, gently.

promise to make you giggle, in ways so different
that oh the world would witness, as i sketch you in paints
in colors so many, as and when, we’d be upon dark times,
for there’s nothing i’d rather do, than be the reason for you to smile.
let your scars, be named after me
that oh we’d adorn, while you lay on my lap, only to make me fall in love, w all of you.
let not these storms, stop you from dancing
for oh i’d want to be kissed, by the rain, and then by you
as it’s the only thing, i’d ever desire
till the heart in my chest, that lies in my chest beats
but oh just for you
for if i could, i’d marry you in a heartbeat, just like i did
in my dreams, yet again!

srijan.