While days passed by as I sat by the window, I pondered upon this dangerous but irresistible past time. Blood shot red eyes could tell you I was tired and weary. The body was giving up but what could I do of the soul inside me that refused to give up? How could you’ve possibly let me go? Where are you now when I am hurt? You could be possibly holding on to someone else’s words. Staring straight into the sun,lost in my mind and lost in time while the seeds of my life and the seeds of change are being planted. I knew the time had come for the killing of the past and coming back to life. Leaving the window pane of my house I leave now to face the sun, to face reality.
I saw the horizon, moving consistently the sun, was there shining. Going to set, only to tear apart it’s longing to witness a sky so dark, until now. I moved from street to street in search of food. Hunger, the picture my eyes reflected. People strolling over my attire as I stand there, in a shirt with holes. While people peeked through it, as I see them look down upon me, and treating me w comments so encouraging.
I saw the light my life was in, with the memories of last night, took a walk upon my mind, only to trip into reality. Now I lay there, on the pavement smiling away slowly dissolving into a world of dreams. There I was sitting right at the v top of the hill side beside a tree. Basking the sun, I let the shadow ate me, only to keep me in dark from the events that were going to take place. Eyes closing in eyes so closed. I let the sweet wind from the rose fields near by, abstractly fly past through me, only to alleviate my emotions, in a manner that life looked so beautiful now. Open eyes, they glistened as they let out tears of joy. And I saw butterflies flying away, wind of blissfull touched me, only to see me getting showered with petals so beautiful. The lone tree stood there, with it’s leaves flap ping their wings, only to dance later, in the air so thin. The tree rooted, binded by its origin only to lost where its born. Blossoming it lies as I see flowers unfolding, like all the lies of life, as I saw them, unleash a sense if equanimity, giving ride to the shivers of joy w the thought of that, as I see them voyaging through my spine. I smile as I witness nature, only to hear water approaching fast. Submerged from thoughts i arise to live a new day, again. Alone.
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