i asked

i asked for
shade, i could
take haven in
and oh my love
he gave me you
as my home.

i asked
for a way,
that oh would lead to me
out of this darkness
and oh my dear
he gave me
your smile
that twinkled it’s way
to my heart
and how beautiful
was it?

i asked him
for strength
for just so

i could walk again
and oh my love
he gave me you
smiling back at me
wearing a dress so red
only to make me dance
for oh you’re the
lyric to my music.

i asked him
for water
so as to quench
my thirst
and oh my love
he gave me you
and oh how my thoughts
shifted to you looking
oh so exquisite
for oh my love
you’re an ocean
of feelings
that oh makes
me knees go so weak.

i asked him
for love
and oh my dear
he gave me you
just so i could
write poems so many
just for you
only to make our story
known to all!

i asked for warmth
and oh my love
he gave me you
And oh how lovely
did your skin so soft felt
wrapped in my arms
as i my love
cuddle you to sleep.

i asked for comfort
and oh my dear
he gave me
your voice so
soothing
that oh was the
only music
i’d sleep off too.

i asked for care
and oh my love
he gave me you
and oh how lovely did it
feel as and when you
helped me paddle
through these storms!

i asked for nothing, my love
yet he gave me you
and all of a sudden
i had everything.

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earring

my night’s are warmer
for the thought of her
wrapped in my arms
is the only dream
i seem to be living.

oh how lovely does
she feel?
for i’m lost in the
prettiest eyes, i have ever seen

i reminisce, only to smile
for oh she looked such a wonder,
this diwali, wearing a Saari oh so yellow.

she was at the mirror
fixing her lipstick
only to surprise her
for i came from behind
while she greeted me,
w a smile so precious
yet oh so innocent,
only to find myself, falling in love
with all of her.

i removed her hair,
from her back
only to plant, kisses oh so many
on her neck,
while holding her
by her waist,
and oh how beautiful was it all?

i leaned in,
while turning her
towards me, only to whisper
“i’ve a surprise”
and oh how beautiful was
the moment, when i witnessed
her twinkling eyes, smiling back at me.

i reached down my pocket
only to take out the earrings
i got for her
only to now whisper, “may i?”
to which oh she nodded.

i kissed her cheek,
only to take an earring
while removing the few strands
on my way.

i asked her to turn
as now we faced the mirror
only to tell her,
how dreamy
was oh she looking

i now opened my eyes
only to feel her, caressing my hair
while i leaned in
only to kiss her, skin so soft
and oh how beautiful, did it all feel?

for oh my memories
lies embraced,
only to be told, until the very end
for the love, i’ve for her
will never stop breathing
for oh she’s the one
and only for me!

I’m in love

Oh I seem to be
in love, with the way
she sketches me
on her spectacles
while i hold
her hand in mine
only to fall in love
with the way,
her smile,
makes my heart go all red,
for oh i think
i’m in love!

I’m in love,
with the way,
she talks,
for she’s the music
to words, i’m yet to write
that oh makes me
hear as the wind
echoes us,
for oh i’m in love.

i’m the horizon, my love
and oh you’re the sunset
only to witness my daughter,
dancing to the sound of rain
on the surface of this starry ocean
and oh how exquisite is she
for oh my love, she’s and will always be
the mere reflection, of you
and oh how beautiful,
does it all feel?
For oh i’m in love!

srijan.

 

Chips

We had a home
But lacked a family
For my dad was away
And oh it was a tragedy

I was just four
And my mom’s body was oh so sore
For she’d wake up before all
Only to work each day, a lil more

She worked oh so hard
To feed her kids oh so young
While she’d fill her hunger
With all that’s leftover

And oh then came a day
When someone took us out
Which was oh so new
For that was something, not we were about

We went out
Only to pass by a few shops
Where lay on the shelves
A few chips, but that wasn’t our stop

Oh how all of it
Seem to have caught my eye
For it had been months
Since i had a try

Oh he saw me looking
Only to ask me

“Do you like eating chips”

I looked at him shy
And smiled oh so innocently,
While glancing at my sister, nearby

And said
“Yes I do but Ma asked me not to ask for one for we don’t have money.”

For who knew, what lied ahead
Would become a story,
I’d recite
for there are many, who live in a multistorey
but still not quite

And oh it was a day
I shall remember
For I left an adult teary
But did make my December
A lil warmer, for I had one,
for all my members!

 

 

 

 

 

 

hidden

There’s a side to me, that is unheard of
for i’ve kept it hidden away, just for the one 
who i’d give my all to, for she’d understand
what seemed to be whispers, were echoes
that screamed itself, within me

Oh there’s a side to me, when 
 all It wanted, was to let out
what was within me
All that i’m, and all that i were to become

There’s a side to me, that have a few untold dreams
For i’ve never met someone
i could trust them w
for i’ve been bruised times so many

There’s a side to me, that spends his night crying
For people, i’ve not met
Feeling oh so helpless
only to realize,
how selfish can people be
while living to their fullest, 
blinding themselves to emotions
that i thought we all are about.

There’s a side to me, that oh feels so alone
Where a lil support from anyone
Could have refrained this granite floor
from tasting the salt, that lies in my tears
while I try to, gather all the fallen pieces

There’s a side to me,
that oh i dont show
for oh the world we live in, is complete
yet hollow.

winters

i feel the
cold sneaking in
as it whispers
through the windows
that oh are
planted in the sky
and oh how beautiful
would it be?
as one’d cuddle through the shivers
only to spread the warmth
that is known to all as love.

 

lovey dovey

oh it all started, on the 11th of Sep, for I had been planning, since 7 days now, a surprise, for oh a lady so beautiful, who seems to blabber words so many, yet talks just a few to me.

i saw her from a distance, only to oh feel, that oh she was the one for me, and oh how beautiful was the feeling of it all? her blooming eyes, caught my withering gaze, which seems to have brightened, with the sight of her, only to plant words so many, that now i’ll water, all around her!

i walked up to her, only to lose myself in her deep hazel eyes, a lil nervous, only to ask her, if i could recite her some poetry, with words, that oh i felt, as and when she smiled and oh it felt beautiful! i asked her, if i could hold her hand in mine, only to reach for it, and oh i felt it all. and oh how beautiful was it all, for now, i locked her gaze w that of mine, only to close my eyes and recited –

oh love, how beautiful does it all feel?
for oh, as i feel your hand in mine,
the thought of you, is taking all over me
for oh the way, your eyes steal a smile
makes me fall in love, with the way
you just are, for oh my love,
tonight my hand is in yours
but tomorrow, your heart would be in mine
while mine in yours, only to beat as one!

‘close your eyes, my love’

oh listen to my voice, 
for that’s the path, that’d lead you to light
oh come closer, my love
feel it, as i pull you close oh so gently
stand in front, feel my hands caressing your hair
only to remove strands so few
covering your hearing, only to whisper to you
words so few, only to feel you smile
with my eyes still closed,
for when you smile, my love
i could just feel it, for the curves might be on you
but oh i was the sky!

i felt her against me and oh we were facing the same way, for as i now, opened my eyes and so did she, i moved a lil backward, with her hand still in mine, and stood there for a while, only to hear her say, that she liked it. she must be shy and reserved.

i asked her for her number, only to then find her, walking away, while i kept looking at her, until i couldn’t anymore!

we texted for a day, only to ask her, if we can call tomorrow.
i waited for her voice, as I asked for her address, only to found myself, sitting on the couch, wondering if she had read the letter, and worried if she’d come at my place, for dinner!

i remember, going home the day, i met that lady, only to scribble a few lines. and again. and again. and again. and again. oh i spent the night, writing her poetry, which colored her portrait in my mind, and oh it still wasn’t enough, for oh she felt beautiful!
i remember how,  as i heard her voice, and oh the way she giggled, her innocence, and oh her thoughts, that mesmerized me, and oh were carved on every brick, on the walls of a castle, that i had imagined, building with just her, only to write a letter, to her.

the letter read as follows.



dear, my love

hello!

i know, it’s just been a handful moment, since we have met, but oh my love, there’s something about you, which has promised me, to feel a future, that i see w you, for oh my love, you’re beautiful, in ways, i’m yet to discover.
anyway, i know you’re still wondering, as to why did i ask you, your address then, and oh my love, no matter how much, i wanted to tell you, all of it, i just couldn’t, for i knew, the surprise, that i planned was worth the smile, that you now are wearing, as you’re reading this.

so, my love, umm, i would love it, if you were to come at my place, at 8:00 in the evening, for a light dinner, tomorrow where it’d be just you and me. i’ll completely understand, my love, if you were to pass on this.
you’re beautiful, my love. and i loved the kiss, you gave me over the call. i spent the night dreaming about it.

with love
srijan.


it was quarter past 8. i well, somewhere knew, she wouldn’t turn up.
my mind seem to be talking. i guess, she’s busy. maybe she, doesn’t really want to come. or maybe there was an emergency. maybe she didn’t get the letter. i should have delivered it myself.
many thoughts in my mind. it’s a chaos. i plucked the flame, of the candle, i was sitting next to. and decided to do the same w others. i walked towards my dining table, to do the same, only to hear, the doorbell ring! i ran, towards the door, only to open it.
it was my neighbor, who just came to gave me a letter, that belonged to me. i  ripped it open, whilst in the hallway, and oh it was a bill.

i looked above, and oh there she was. oh how beautiful was she looking in a dress so black, with her hair, swinging and oh i fell in love. i didn’t feel, slipping the bill, out of my fingers, but i did feel, holding her hand, only to carry her, in my arms, as we walked in, and oh her eyes were in mine and my were in hers and oh it felt beautiful! i sat on the couch, only to place her on my lap, and oh with the warmth of our hearts, the candle that was unlit, was now the brightest of them all! i kissed her on her cheek and oh whispered as to how beautiful was she looking! i found myself caressing her hair, while she made her comfortable on my lap, only to remove her hair, from her back, to her sides, and noticed, that there a zip, on the back of her dress.

i leaned in, only to whisper, that oh i’ve a surprise for her, in my bedroom. i asked her, if i could take her there, to which she nodded. i carried her in my arms, only to feel as she wrapped herself around me, as we walked through the hall, towards my bedroom. i untangled her to the bed, only to remove her hair, from her back, and asked her, if i could unzip the chain on her back. i heard her say, yes. i then, as i was slowly unzipping it, i started kissing, until i reached the end.

i then reminisced her, only to ask her, to lean against the head of the bed. i shifted towards the right, only to place her both legs on my lap. i reached down my pocket, only to take out a pair of “payal”, that i bought for her, the other day. i took one of the payal’s, and lifted her leg a bit, only to curl up the payal, onto her legs, only to kiss them gently, once.

i heard her, ask me, as to why did you choose payal, as a gift? I closed my eyes, only to say, that oh my love, when i saw you, for the v first time, i felt a beauty, in you, that oh my love, i wanted to let the world know about. so, today i gift you these payal, just so my love, tomorrow when you walk, oh the music, that oh you let out, reaches those who pass you, only to realize, as to how beautiful, you really just the way you’re.

i with my eyes, still closed, heard the sound, of the walk of love, only to then feel her lips on mine.

and with this, i saw my daughter, smiling herself to sleep, for now she knew, as to how her parents had met. i saw her mother smiling, who was laying next to her. only to make me kiss her, as now, this night was over, but not the love i had for her.

srijan.

letter to my future wife

Hello, my love!

So well, my love, life w me, will be difficult, but i’ll try to make it worth your every second! So, my love, I hope you won’t mind, if whenever we go out, you’d find yourself in my arms, while we walk through the streets of whatever city, we are living in. For oh my love, I wouldn’t want you to walk, when you can always be in my arms, while oh you look into my eyes, and oh all of it would feel so magical, for oh my love, what can be, more beautiful than the feeling of being with you! Oh, i’d feel you wrap onto me, only to fall in love, with all of you, yet again, but still oh my love, it’d feel all so exciting! I hope you won’t mind, if my love, you were to be in my arms, as we’d enter shops, but just so you could, my love, buy whatever it is, that you’d like to. Don’t mind my love, if you see me make a puppy face, whenever i’m asked to put you down. I hope you won’t mind, my love, if i were to give you some company, when you’d go to change your clothes, only to then, help you, my love take off your top! But oh don’t mind my love, if then we’d make out for a while, only to push you against the mirror, and kissed you, all over!

Don’t mind, my love, if whenever we go out for dinner, to places so unknown and restaurants so new, you’d find yourself, sitting in between my legs, only so i could kiss you, and hold you, by your waist! Oh don’t mind my love, if you’d find, people gazing, as i’d feed you, again and again, and oh how beautiful, would the feeling be?

Don’t mind, my love, if at night, you’d find me, sleeping naked, for it’s a habit, that oh I love so much! So well, you might feel something on your body, at night! Just try not to touch it, and just don’t put it in your mouth. Don’t mind, my love, if i’m feeling all cuddly, and just make you lay over me, only to then, lay over you, while I kiss you so many times, my love, that even numbers, would seem to worry, for it’d never enough!

I might also be v naughty at times. And well, maybe color your hair, red or maybe blue, depending on my mood! Don’t mind, if you wake up, w a beard or maybe a moustache, that I drew w a permanent marker 😛

Don’t mind, my love, if i invite, the homeless, from the streets, to join us for a meal! Don’t mind, my love, if I kiss you in public, but just because you were looking oh so beautiful and oh i couldn’t just wait, for us to be alone! Don’t mind, my love, if i were to often, bring you breakfast, at your bed, but just so i could feel the. feeling of feeding you, while still in bed, only to later then, write all about it, and oh make them fall in love, with the way you are! Oh lovely would it be, to feed you, my baby? Oh can you close those dreamy eyes of yours and kiss me already?

Don’t mind, my love, if i were kiss my daughter a bit more, than you, for oh she’s been my dream, since so young!

Oh baby, I hope you won’t mind, my love, if i’d ask you, about your periods, but just so i could take care of you, like no one ever could nor ever will! Oh baby, i hope you won’t mind, if i were to change the pad for you, everytime, it’s needed and oh no baby, i won’t mind, for i’d do it. I hope you won’t mind, my love, if i were to stay at home, but just so I could calm you, while you’re restless because of your cramps, only to find myself holding your hand in mine and sleeping next to you, while i tell you, poetry, only to put you to sleep, for oh my love, how beautiful would it be?

Oh my love, I can also get mad at times, and say things oh so mean, but please excuse me, then, for i was just mad and just talk to me about it! I’ll love it, when you’d be meanie! I’ll love it, when you’d angry! And try not to slap me, if i were to kiss you, when you were mad 😛

Don’t mind, my love, if i ask you, to come w me, at oh so night, but just so we could lay on the ground, and watch the clouds go by, and just gaze at the starry sky, with your hand in mine, and your lips on mine!

I hope you won’t mind, my love, if we were to make love, all around the house, like we never have, even tho, we have been, since forever, but oh it’s just never enough!

There will be days, when i’d be feeling oh so very tired, and just upset! I hope, my love, you’d excuse me, if i couldn’t kiss you to sleep that night, or make love!

Please don’t mind, if i were to be childish at times, only to tell you, I love you, all the time!

Please don’t lie to me, and be always true to me, for i’m tired of lies, from people so different. Please just be honest, and tell me all that you feel!

I’ve longed for love, since oh a time so long, and oh for the same reasons, the only person, I have ever wanted in my life, was a wife and oh nothing else!

There’s so much more to write. Like about, having a bath w her. waking up next to her, and just smiling like a stupid, because she’d be looking oh so pretty! And so much more!

i’ve been feeling, v romantic lately, so i thought, this will be the best time, to write this!

see you!

lips

i love your lips
when they smile,
but especially the most
when they are on mine.

I well, love kissing! It’s a beautiful feeling, as we all know! But sometimes, you meet such beautiful people, that you can actually feel it, without even meeting them! It happens in layers. You can at first, feel them breathing, as they stand next to you! Then you feel, oh the warmth! And oh then, you lean in, and feel her lips on yours! Oh can you, feel how their upper lip, touches yours? Oh how the lips, entwine! Oh such a medley, is oh so beautiful! Gentle at first, yet full of passion! Kissing is yet an art!

treachery

lies may let you live, tomorrow at peace
but it’ll haunt your future forever,
for all those, who you may have lied to
will shed tears, that would become the cause for you to drown!

I’ve made mistakes in the past!  I’ve made efforts for people, who were not worth it! Spoke my heart, to people, who crushed it. Written for people, who didn’t value it. But that’s how, I guess, learnt it all! One day, I’ll find the someone worth of all this, and give her, all of me, and whatever that i’ve planned!