Why is it that, I don’t find you next to me, love, for I find myself, dreaming, the fictions, that I sketched for you, only to find myself naked, standing in front of the mirror, all sweaty, as It’d slowly drip, as I’d watch my shoulders getting broader, or the veins I see carving your name, as I stretch my arms, only to reach out for you, Oh but you’re not there, love. What do I with all this? Oh love, I see my mind, all messed up, abetting me to hook up w girls, I haven’t met, Oh but I can’t for they don’t matter like you did. I heard me play, as strings of my guitar, tearing each apart, for they were all about love, but still these strings won’t sound, like you sounded. I look at the sky so dark, singing poetry to whoever who’d listen, but still I’d find you in my mind, when I’d close my eyes, for you’re still the painter, I love making love to, on a canvas, where you lied, as I slowly kissed, all of you, only to write my name on it, as now, I sang you, for you were a ballad, but so were your eyes, that I spent pages, shading, but are they beautiful, my love? How would I know love, for I don’t see them know more, for they left w me, like the voices I used to wake up to, only to be never heard again. Oh I spent hours on a eye, I’d love to wake up to, and Oh I imagined as how beautiful, your voice was, and then love you’d see how I let the storm of light in your eyes, through so many voids, that all leads to a heart as beautiful, as you. I’d feel your heart, through your whispers, that I’d hear in my ears, saying I love you, only to put mascara on your eyes. Oh look w the apace my pencil moves, to sketch, what’s already an art. Oh they think, they can beat me, my love, but oh they can’t, for I’m here to win, but just your heart, that I fell in love with, only to be a part of your dreams, that now I showed, in your eyes, like the clouds, or the sunsets, all just in your eyes. Oh how I wanted to reside in your eyes, love, and Oh I do, if you look closely, I do, just like you did in mine, for I loved you, like you loved me. Spreading a lil darkness only to see you getting smudged by it, but don’t worry, for I’d make it feel beautiful for this night, you’d smile, for I’d write you an elegy, for it’d be about, how sad it is, that world doesn’t know, as to how beautiful you’re. But my heart knew, and it’d always. Oh love, what do I do w all this, for I still won’t be able to make you smile, for you’re gone, leaving me behind. There are no end to my words, that might, let anyone know, that it doesn’t matter, if it’s just a mere shadow of you, or a blink of an eye, I, my love, can make it beautiful with my words, because, Oh my love, you’re my nature, while these are your creations, nothing but beautiful, for they are a part of you.
Excuse me for the inconvenience. I’ll be around is all I’ll say! 🙂