oh my love, i seem to love
all that you might have to sing
but oh my favorite song, of yours
is the one which your lips
would sing on mine
so, i wrote this like on 8th dec. but felt like posting it now.
it’s 3 am, as i’m writing this. yesterday was a rather sad day. one of the strings of my guitar broke. and i just couldn’t help, but notice, how this old friend of mine, has changed. it’s just not the same anymore. this makes me even more sadder.
anyway, i tried to sleep, but woke up really early. and i’ve been up since. so, well i thought, i’d share that dream of mine, which i thought, i’d make it special, just for her, but at this moment, the only thing, that seems to me, make me smile, is the thought of her and the dreams, that i’ve with her.
so, well. i never asked much, from my life. i really have never. i’ve always wanted to love. if i were to be really honest, i didn’t even know, that the things i write are romantic. or that i was like romantic. a few people, started telling me, and that’s when it like came to me. that i guess, this is romance.
i on the other hand, still don’t think i’m. for all that, i’ve written, are my feelings and love that i have for a girl, i really like. it’s like, when you like someone, you don’t think of being romantic towards her. you just think of ways, as to how to make her smile. as to how can i make her feel special and surprise her, with things, she won’t expect. as to how can you treat her like a queen. how can you make her the happiest of them all. how can you still be there, when all seems to fall apart. how can you make her giggle, when she’s crying. that’s one of the most beautiful, things ever. to make your loved one smile, when she’s crying. there’s no feeling more beautiful. i’ve felt it, and i know it. like you can hear her smiling meekly, w tears on her. it’s a beautiful, feeling. i’ve felt this one, w my ex. she was a cutie.
and well, i personally love making efforts, for a girl, i really like. i love surprising. like i remember, i had this friend, in school. let’s call her, bhumi. so well, if i remember correctly, i guess, i was in 11th. and well, her birthday is on i guess, 22nd October. i’m not sure, for it’s been some time, since i talked to her or wished her. anyway, that year, she was going through a lot and was really upset. it was a rough time. and so, i decided to meet her. so, well when i like met her, i had made two cards. the first card was like on A4 and the other was on a chart paper. so, i thought to surprise her, by giving the smaller one first. and then the real one. it was so fun and cute haha. i still remember, that she wore like a black dress and some jeans. if you like want to read more about this incident and her, you can, for i’ve written all of it, in a single post. it’s called “lost”.
anyway, yeah. so like i said, i love surprising. and that’s more or less the gist.
so, yeah. about that dream of mine. it’s something like this.
how beautiful, is the time of christmas, my love? for oh my love, i can’t seem to stop smiling, at the thought of you wearing socks oh so red, and a santa hat, only to witness you smile oh so sweetly at me, and oh how beautiful, does it feel?
oh my love, don’t mind, if i were to intervene you reading, only to sit next to you, and wait for you to glance. but oh i knew, my love, that your eyes w kohl on them, was in the mood of playing w me, only to ignore me, as i kept calling you, wifey, wifey.
oh i hope you didn’t mind, my love, then when, i just went in, so as to hug you, and dropped that cute santa hat of yours, while you blushed, but oh my love, it felt beautiful. you, my lady, felt beautiful.
oh my love, how i looked into your poetic eyes and oh kept you in my arms.
and oh my love, i seem to have loved, every second of it. oh i hugged you gently, for oh my love, there was our lil one down there, with her first christmas.
after hugging you, my love, i helped you w your santa cap, and oh how adorable, were you looking, only to kiss you, on your cheek.
i then, my love, kept my head, near your belly, and oh whisper, “merry christmas, love”. only to keep my hand over it, and feel her kick. and oh how i took the gentle kick as words so few, but oh so exquisite, which oh said “same to you, dad”.
oh how beautiful, would it be, my love, for as i now, kissed you, on oh your lips, that oh were on mine, for oh a while so long. only to later, smiled at each other, for losing ourselves, only to make me tease you, and kiss your forehead, yet again and oh how beautiful, did it feel?
oh my love, what did you feel, when oh i carried you, in my arms, so as to take you towards our christmas tree, in oh our living area. oh how beautifully, did you fit in my arms, my love?
oh how i slowly walked to the christmas tree, only to now stand in front of it, and saw oh how beautifully, my love, you were gazing at it, and oh i fell in love, w all of it.
oh my love, then oh, did you feel? as oh we kissed, and so this way, all my dreams, that oh i once dreamed about, seem to have come true, for all i wanted, was all of you.
oh how beautiful, did we feel my love, as our tongues were the blankets, for us to feel warm, and oh my love, i couldn’t help, but oh whisper, i love you, again and oh yet again.
i gently, now my love, helped you on the floor, only to sit on my feet, and listen to my other love, that oh resides in you, on this eve, only to kiss her and oh i loved it, for oh she kissed me back.
oh how then, my love, i sat on the sofa near us, only to then invite you,
to sit on my lap. and oh my love, you felt oh so beautiful, as now i felt you in my arms, only to wrap my arms around all of you. oh how i looked into your eyes, my love, and you looked into mine, only to feel you leaning in and oh we kissed my love.
oh my love, how i felt your arms on my hair, holding me oh so tight, only to oh never let go.
oh how beautiful, was it all, my love? as now, i felt you, in my arms, slowly burying yourself in my chest, while looking into my eyes, like never before. oh my love, i lost the track of time, we sat there, oh so close, listening to our hearts breathe, only to kiss you, every time, my heart would flutter, only to fly along w yours.
oh how my love, now we lay next to each other, only to hold each other’s hands and tuck ourselves under a blanket, while i caressed your belly and kissed you, on your cheek, and felt me, wrapping all of you, for oh my love, i’m in love, w you. today, tomorrow, ever after.
so this is the dream, i had, w my lady. whoever it might be. i dont know, about all of you, but i felt chills, while writing this, for oh i could feel our skins touching, her in my arms, our wet and warm kisses and oh what not.
i haven’t kissed someone i loved or carried someone in my arms, in like years now. also haven’t had a good make out, in years or a good kiss, for that matter. is anyone interested? haha. i know, no one is, so it’s fine. 🙂
i actually feel a lil happy after writing this. this just makes me wish, that oh my lady was w me this christmas. or that i like had a lady. nvm. atleast i’ve romance.
i’m btw, v choosy, when it comes to girls. i just can’t be w anyone. there has to be something interesting and exciting in it, otherwise, it won’t last. that’s why, whenever i seem to like someone, it’s after, much noticing all that she is and knowing her. so, if i like someone, then she definitely is someone really special. she is, for oh i felt it, like i felt, w mine.
anyway, i’ll go now. see you.