i wonder

i wonder where are you, my love? i wonder my love if you look at the sky like i do and smile? i wonder my love, if we shall ever meet only just so I could get to know if your eyes are as soothing as they seem to be from a distance. i wonder my love, if you’ve a secret where you write all that is unheard of. i wonder my love, if you have someone to hold you through all that you go through. i wonder my love, if you have someone who oh would care for you and look after you in a way, you should be taken care of. i wonder my love, if you’ve a love that is pure and true. i wonder my love, if you had anyone on all those nights to console you, that you spent crying yourself to sleep. i wonder my love, if you’ve someone to share all that you dream of. i wonder my love, if you’re good and not just fine. i wonder my love, if you have someone who surprises you with things that warms your heart. i wonder my love, if you sleep well at night. i wonder my love, if I’d ever be able to look into your eyes from not a distance but oh so close. i wonder my love, if I’d ever be able to listen to your voice and talk to you throughout the night, like I’ve never before. i wonder my love, if I’d be able to hold your hand and breeze through the streets, giggling in our own worlds. i wonder my love, if I’d ever be able to hold you close and feel you wrap your arms around me. i wonder my love, if i would able to kiss all of you and oh that smile of yours. i wonder my love, if I’d able to feel you burying yourself on to my chest. i wonder my love, if I’d be able to caress your hair while you share your warmth with me. i wonder my love, if I’d be able to recite you the poetry that oh would come to me as I’d be spend every moment so in love with you. i wonder my love, if I’d be able to make love to you only to just not reside within you but also in your heart. i wonder my love if I’d be lucky enough to wake up every morning to no one but you. i wonder my love, if I’d ever be able to hear our daughters giggling. i wonder my love, if I’d be able to spend all that I’ve left with just you, for oh I do not know when or where shall I meet you but oh my love, the day I do, the sun wouldn’t set for us until an eternity.

my love has no symmetry. there is still so much more, i wonder about. i wish I could express all of it but it just isn’t possible. I guess I’d have to keep writing until the very last day

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3 comments

  1. Sonali · Jul 21

    well then, keep writing. Because there are people here who’ll keep reading your posts till their last day.

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    • srijan · Jul 21

      you’re really very sweet. thankyou so much for being there 🌹

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      • Sonali · Jul 22

        Not more than you dear. You’re welcome 🙂

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