i don’t really share these things, w anyone, for these things, are something, which are meant to be kept hidden. for the best form of kindness, is done, without even being kind. if you get, what i mean, you’d know, why i hide these things.
but well, i had to share this, for this was well, something worth sharing.
so, well i went to noida, sec-18, because well, i’m planning to buy a keyboard, and so i was just doing some research, as to which one should i like buy? so, well i was moving from shop to shop, comparing and noting, all the things, that well, were important. after moving from one musical shop to another, for a while, i finally was done, for the day.
so well then, i started to look for an E-rickshaw, and after a while, finally found one. i was sitting in the front, right next to the guy, driving.
i was wearing like a jacket and some pants. it was really cold today, and well, i didn’t realize it, until the e-rickshaw, started speeding down the mostly empty road. i was listening to a few songs, and well, it was peaceful.
so, just so you know, the way to sector 18 from my place, is mostly a straight road, for i live v near it. before like sector 18, there’s 16 and before that, it’s sector 15. all of which are like on one straight long road. so, i was going home, from sec 18 and we were on our way. half way home, just before like sector 15, i saw something, and the next moment, i was asking the guy to stop and well, i paid him the money.
he dropped me at an intersection which was like near sector 15. because well, i asked him to. after this guy left, i walked backwards and so as to do, what i had in my mind. my home was still 15 mins away. anyway.
so i saw this cart, which was attached to a cycle kinda thing. there was a bunch of stuff, like in the back, along w her mom. and this girl, was paddling away, and trying just so hard, to move this cycle-cart thing. all it took was a glance and i just couldn’t resist, but offer my helping hand. for i could see in her eyes, that oh she was struggling. and well, i could picture, my future daughter in her and so i melted the moment, i saw her struggle and oh it was a sight, my heart just wont let it pass.
so well, as i got closer to them, i said, hello and asked aunty, if i could paddle instead of her. and i asked the girl, to join her mother and well, they both were reluctant at first, but well, somehow i convinced them. i told her mom, that aunty, you’re like my mom and i just can’t let my sister do all the work, while her brother just gazes at from a distance. i said all this in hindi. aunty finally gave in and well, i helped the lil girl, as she stepped out the seat, and sat in the back. they both smiled oh so beautifully and oh i knew, i was doing the right thing.
so, now i was cycling this thing, on like the road and oh it was hard. but ofc, i cant let them know, so i was still smiling and talking about how cold it is, or whatever that would come up in my mind. so i asked them, to let me know the way, which they did. i asked the girl about her and what does she like to do. she was telling me, and it was rather hard to hear, because there were a lil too many cars.
anyway, i was cycling this thing, for about half an hour or so and i like then stopped near a market and they told me, their home is right around the corner. so, i smiled and got off, from the cycle. we were talking for a while, suddenly my eyes, spotted a shop nearby, and so i thought of something. i told them, i’ll be back in 2 mins. i had like 40 bucks in my pocket and so, i like bought a cadbury for it and gave it to the lil girl and oh how beautifully did she smile. i wished her merry christmas and smiled. that girl smiled yet again and oh i loved it. for it made me think of my future daughter. the girl was not so young but not so old either.
the lil girl’s mom, was folding her hands so as to thank me and i didn’t like it a bit and i told her, please don’t. i then touched her feet and wished them goodnight and concluded our conversation. i started walking away and heard the girl shout,”bye. bhaiya”. i smiled. waved at them.
this was a lovely evening. i wanted to share this, so as to let you people know, as to how joyful it is, to help people. to be kind. it really is. it’s a feeling so pure and just so lovely.
i know, i’ll probably never meet these people again, but oh they were the most sweetest and just so humble.
to help is to live. but one should remember, when you’re helping, you’ve to make sacrifices. you’ve to endure pain, for them to smile.
and so, now i was like half an hour, away from my home and i had no money on me. so well, i had no choice but to walk. and so well, i did. it was quite a long walk. and now, i’m just so tired. all i want to do is sleep. oh i wish, my lady was here, so i could just cuddle her to sleep and oh i would have loved every bit of it. when that lil girl, would smile, i would think of my lady, for she’d be the mom of my lil ones and oh it was just beautiful. the thought of it. the feeling. all of it. but well, only if i had a lady. only if. then oh how beautiful, would it have been?
also, i just feel really weird sharing this. because i dont know. i just feel, as if these things are not meant for sharing. and i don’t know, if i should have or not, but well, i just needed to write this. no one, i know personally knows that i’ve a blog, so it’s fine.
in the end, it was all worth it. there was a time, when i would feel shy, to help people in public. and i would be just so reluctant. i’d wait like 10 mins or so, before i would do something. because i was just shy. but i learnt the importance, of being confident. and it indeed is important. if you know me personally, i would have told you stories about me being shy. so yeah.
anyway, i’m really tired now. so, i’ll probably try to sleep.